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AMADINE

by AMADINE

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Lately 04:53
I wish I was quiet Like my mom is She’s so spacious She lives in the world Not far away from me (i was out of time I was out of time) I was out of time And could not be Out in the light with you, retreat Even though I was hoping to never leave Because lately I feel see through You can’t see me And I don’t see you Are you in the world Not far away from me Who are you lately I wish I knew lately cuz I can feel you changing even in my daydreams (i was out of time I was out of time) I woke up still feeling connected I was dreaming about you I didn’t wanna forget it We would talk all night I remember long drives You still give me butterflies even though you’re not mine (i was out of time I was out of time) When I didn’t know what to believe in I leaned on you to give me a reason For me to wake up in the morning With no warning Lately Where do you go I don’t see you But I know You are in the world Not far away from me Who are you lately I wish I knew lately cuz I can feel you changing even in my daydreams (i was out of time I was out of time) I was out of time And could not be Out in the light with you, retreat Even though I was hoping to never leave Because lately
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I need you to see I've been changing slow and desperate and I could not be what you need no matter how I imagined it I've been up all night in the dim light if I'm not awake yet I don't wanna fake it I need you to see I've been changing again I need you to know it's been slow and desolate maybe if I wake up early I would keep my thoughts from swirling If I could sort through all of the piles and work through all my denial I would find it: a reason to keep going something that would save me from myself or make me somebody else because if I could be anything at all lately id be in the light and not the dark of my daydreams I've been up all night in the dim light if I'm not awake yet I don't wanna fake it I'm not a ghost yet just haunted do you know death like I want it im a whirlwind of debris I'm a hungry anomaly clawing at your walls to see maybe they will fall for me when I caught you in the kitchen like can we talk for a minute I was scared that it was ending cause somehow I was always interfering as if I was just there to remind us of being way out in the distance always circling at the cliff's edge so if I could be anything at all lately I would be alright and not need you to come save me I've been up all night in the dim light if I'm not awake yet I don't wanna fake it I've been up all night in the dim light if I'm not awake yet I don't wanna fake it

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Made in fragments 2018-2022

Written, composed, recorded, produced and performed by Noelle Longhaul in Brooklyn, NY, and Providence, RI

Co-production, engineering, mixing and mastering by Anni Casella in Hatfield, MA

Additional backing vocals on “In The Dim Light” by Iz Dungan

Cover photo by Makoto Chi (2018)

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released January 15, 2023

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